hi babes, hope you doing ok up there I need you to do me a favour help that dad to get his babies will you - you know that your so called father is not capable of any real love apart for himself and wherever he goes he leaves a trail of destruction and misery those poor kids do not deserve to have to live with him, look after your sister love you babes, miss you x
little man is growing up so fast has been telling your granny all about going to school next september and wearing the name grandma out wish you were here to share all this we miss you so much babes, ps I hope you haunt that man, love you babes x
Waiting at the Door
I can’t explain so deep inside
The very fabric of my soul
Only a heart that grieves such loss
Can ever truly understand
It’s like you’re waiting at the door
Until a loved one comes back home
You feel a longing in your heart
When they appear the longing stops
But in a loss that never ends
You’re always standing at that door
You feel the longing in the breeze
So incomplete and never filled
I cannot find the words to say
Just what it’s like to want forever
Never seeing them again
Just always waiting at the door
Alison Mary Dunn
You would have enjoyed today - mother going paint balling got some bruises but it was fun this would have been right up your street playing the action man and most likely shooting me lol, we should have been able to do all these things having a laugh together god how I miss you love you tons xxx
Hi baby how you doing miss you so much, I'm sure you looking after Amber take good care of her one of you up there is more then enough ok and not even you should be there wish you were here - been to see Granny I believe where is my visit could do with one you know hoping to go back to Uni to finish the course I started hope you there with me love you loads and miss you tons xxx
Last night at bedtime I looked out
to say goodnight to you
and out the window through the clouds
a star came shining through...
It sparkled and it twinkled
like a precious diamond stone
it looked as if it winked at me
and I felt less alone...
On earth we can see starlight
even if the star has gone
and though you are not with me
your light still does shine on...
So though I cannot kiss your face
or hug you oh so tight
I'll look to Heaven, see a star
and whisper your goodnight...
Still Missing You
They say there is a reason
They say that time will heal
But neither time nor reason
Will change the way we feel.
For no one knows the heartache
that lies behind our smiles,
No one knows how many times
we have broken down and cried.
We want to tell you something
so there won't be any doubt,
You're so wonderful to think of
but so hard to be without.
We cannot bring the old days back,
when we were all together
The family chain is broken now,
but memories live forever.
Unknown
SORRY FOR THE LACK OF CANDLES, STILL TRYING TO GET ME ACT TOGETHER. MY HEAD IS SPINNING ALL THE TIME. SO I'M SEND YOU SO MUCH EXTRA LOVE. HOPE YOU HAVE A WONDERFUL WEEKEND. ALL MY LOVE GLORIA ANTHONY'S MOM XOXO
My Son
My Son by Tracy Lamont
I walked away that morning, without a backward glance,
I didn't know that moment was going to be our last.
The last time I would hold you or see your lovely face,
The last time I would kiss you and feel your strong embrace.
So solid and so real,so vibrant and alive,
A happy face with twinkling eyes, my fine young man, my child.
My child, my Angel, the apple of my eye,
so cruelly taken from me, I never said goodbye.
The shattered remnant of my heart is strangely beating still, with holes so black and fathomless no light could ever fill.
I don't know how I face each day without my darling boy. Gone is all the happiness, the love of life, the joy.
The years stretch on before me, so bleak and dark and long, I pray you walk beside me, son, and help to keep me strong.
And when my life is over, come to me on that day,
and smile at me and hold me tight and carry me away.
The wind that whispers through the trees, the brightest star at night, a rainbow on a dismal day, a shaft of golden light,
All these are signs you send to me, a message from above, that even death can't break the bonds of Son and Mother Love...
anniversary
well never managed to scatter those ashes we'll do it another day, little man sent a balloon off to you today hope you get it, well saturday ws going to spend on my own but didn't quite happen did it - well you would know bet you was looking down on us weren't you - I miss you sweetheart, we all do xxx
SINCE MY CHILD DIED
I FEEL AS IF MY LIFE HAS ENDED
AS MY HEART IS SO BROKEN
AND CAN NEVER BE TRULY MENDED
YOU CAN'T MAKE ME FEEL BETTER
I AM NEVER GOING TO HEAL
YOU HAVEN'T BEEN WHERE I AM
YOU DON'T KNOW HOW I FEEL
I HOPE YOU NEVER HAVE TO FEEL
THE WAY THAT I DO
I WOULD NOT WISH ON ANYONE
WHAT I AM GOING THROUGH
STOP ASKING HOW I'M FEELING
COS YOU DON'T WANT TO KNOW
IF I TOLD YOU THE TRUTH
YOU'D SOON GET UP AND GO
I SAY THAT I'M OK
COS IT'S WHAT YOU WANT TO HEAR
THAT'S NOT HOW I AM FEELING
IT ISN'T ANYWHERE NEAR
MY CHILD HAS DIED
AND I CAN'T GET IT OUT OF MY HEAD
I SPEND MY TIME THINKING
OF THINGS I WISH I'D DONE OR SAID
I WISH SOMEONE COULD HELP ME
TO TAKE AWAY THE PAIN
BUT ONLY MY CHILD CAN DO THAT
WHEN I AM HOLDING HIM AGAIN
(Paula Kirkman)
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